I know that, in essence, I'm doing this blog for myself - so I can capture my rantings ravings, my frustrations and my glories and my thoughts. So why do I feel, on some weird level, like when I don't blog I am somehow letting down my public?
Granted, it's more amusing when I'm pissed off or have some great wrong to right or just want to share some random amusing anecdote. But sometimes there's things that I either A) don't want to record or B) don't feel comfortable recording in a public forum. I mean, realistically, if I bitch about someone in my comedy troupe or vent about my family, there's a halfway decent chance that some of that may come back to haunt me.
So while I have vents to rant on, I sometimes can't. But sometimes I have nothing to say at all. Like now. And so I make up some philosophical shit that is pretty random and doesn't really say much of anything except that I'm tired and bored and thinking too much.
Oh, I did have a good birthday. And if yesterday and today are any indication, at 30, I need to take more naps.